well now what
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43 days free from porn
I WAS TEMPTED TO LEAVE IT THERE BUT
Honestly just feel average to lousy many days with a gradual trend in slowly increasing energy. I’ve pretty much beaten all my addictions and I have no genuine desire to go back to vape or porn. Especially porn. I feel like I enjoy real life a little bit too much now. Haven’t I had enough time to waste on not living my life?
Genuine attraction to women is definitely increasing.
![A line graph generally increasing positively but with a squiggly line to show that progress is chaotic sometimes](/_astro/healing.Ibsjofwy_2uROw8.webp)